+ you’re just a kid

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+ why is this happening

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+ you miss your mom, but she’s in new york

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+ you got lost and it’s dark and you scraped your knee and you don’t

  know how to get home

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+ what if you have appendicitis

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+ the sinkhole in your stomach that devours your intestines

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+ you probably have appendicitis

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+ oh god, that pain in your side that hasn’t gone away in months is

  probably appendicitis

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+ there is nothing but the sinkhole in your stomach

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+ you are petrified of the future

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+ walking past a police station

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+ you are petrified of not making it to the future because you

  probably have appendicitis

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+ standing on the fire escape and the sinkhole in your stomach pulls

  you through the floor

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+ what if the sinkhole in your stomach is appendicitis

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+ being so anxious that you nearly pass out

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+ what if you passed out because you have appendicitis?

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+ knowing exactly what’s going to happen and not being able to stop it